MY BROTHER LOST HIS FIGHT WITH LEUKEMIA , OCTOBER 1RST , AND IT’S TAKEN ME A LONG TIME TO SING THIS SONG AND I FINALLY GOT IT SUNG WITH SOME FRIENDS FROM MY PALTALK SITE ACTUALLY THEY ARE ALSO FROM MY DAYS OF BIX ON YAHOO MISS THAT SITE , AND I’VE BEEN GETTING RAVE REVIEWS FROM PEOPLE AND THEY ARE SHARING IT ALL OVER THE NET ❤ ONE IS EVEN SHARING IT ON HIS SIRUS RADIO STATION WHICH IS REALLY COOL HE DOES THIS FOR ME HE DID ANOTHER ONE FOR ME WHEN I SANG THE SONG SIMPLE MAN , BUT THIS SONG HERE I’VE TRIED FOR WEEKS TO SING IT AND COULDN’T BECAUSE OF THE LYRICS AND MY BROTHER’S DEATH EVEN THOUGH MIRANDA LAMBERT IS THE ORIGINAL SINGER OF THIS SONG HER EX-HUSBAND BLAKE SHELTON WROTE IT FOR HIS BROTHER WHO DIED , AND WHEN I PUT IT UP ON TWITTER AND MY DISCORD ACCOUNT FOR COUNTRY SINGERS SOMEBODY LET HIM HEAR IT SENT IT TO HIM AND HE CONTACTED ME ON TWITTER SAYING THIS SONG GETS YOU WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT AND HE SAID HE’S SORRY FOR MY LOSS AND IT WILL GET BETTER EVENTUALLY AND FOR ME TO KEEP ON SINGING AND NEVER QUIT NO MATTER WHO SAYS YOUR NO GOOD KEEP AT IT ONE PERSON’S OPINION DOES NOT MAKE THE ENTIRE WORLD OF MUSIC , I’M GOING TO START USING THAT GOING TO BE MY STATEMENT FOR EVERYTHING I DO IN LIFE , BECAUSE THERE IS A LOT OF PEOPLE ON A KARAOKE SITE THAT THINKS I SHOULD QUIT KEEPS COMING AFTER ME IN THE CHAT ROOMS MESSING WITH ME TRYING TO HARASSE ME INTO QUITTING YA THINK AFTER ALL THE YEARS ON THAT SITE AND ON BIX THEY WOULD OF GOTTEN TO KNOW ME , I AM NO QUITTER AND I REFUSE TO HAVE PEOPLE TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT DO , AFTER MY BROTHER’S DEATH I REALIZED SOMETHING WHO YOU CAN COUNT ON AND WHO YOU CANNOT COUNT ON , CERTAIN FAMILY MEMBERS I CAN COUNT ON , MY FRIENDS FROM BIX I ALWAYS CAN COUNT ON MY FRIEND AND COMPANION RYDER ALWAYS CAN COUNT ON HIS FRIENDS AS WELL ACTUALLY ONE OF HIS FRIENDS IS MY DUET PARTNER ON SOME OF MY SONGS SEEING HOW MY FRIEND VISIONS AND STEVEN PATRICK WAS THREATENED WITH SUSPENSION FROM A SITE IF THEY SING WITH ME OR HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME, CUCHELO1 DON’T GIVE A FLYING F*** NO MORE SEEING HOW HE’S NOT ON THAT SITE ANY MORE AND IS DOING PLAYS IN NEW YORK , FLY HIGH AND PROUD MY FRIEND MICHAEL STUART OF JUNK FLY HIGH AND PROUD , SOMEBODY ON THAT KARAOKE SITE SAID TO HIM ONCE YOU’LL NEVER BE NOTHING BUT A KARAOKE SINGER WANTING TO BE ON BROADWAY WELL HE PROVED THEM WRONG THE BROADWAY SHOW JUNK WAS SOLD OUT EVERY NIGHT AND WENT ON FOR 6 MONTHS IN BROADWAY AND NOW HE’S ON STAGE IN NEW YORK WITH THE ACTOR AND FUNNY MAN NATHAN LANE OF THE BIRD CAGE AND THE LION KING , I LOVE THAT GUY ALL THE PEOPLE THAT KARAOKE SITE SAID WOULD BE NOTHING MADE IT TO BE SOMETHING , MY BROTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME NEVER LET PEOPLE PUT YOU DOWN NOT EVEN YOUR OWN FAMILY BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS GOT SOMEBODY IN YOUR CORNER WHO BELIEVES IN YOU , WELL EVEN THOUGH HE’S GONE I STILL GOT PEOPLE IN MY CORNER WHO DON’T LET ME BE PUT DOWN AND HELPS ME STAND ON MY OWN TWO FEET , SOMEBODY USED TO KEEP WRITING TO MY SISTER ON FACEBOOK SAYING GET HER TO STOP SINGING OR ELSE , WELL YOU APPEALED TO HER BACK THEN BECAUSE SHE’S AN ALCOHOLIC AND THOSE PEOPLE LISTEN TO EVERYBODY BUT THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE THEM AND WANT TO HELP THEM AND AFTER MY BROTHER’S DEATH I INTERVENED I SAID IT’S YOUR FAMILY OR BOOZE ALAN’S HAD ENOUGH AND SO HAVE THE REST OF US GET HELP OR BE ALONE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE , SHE CHOSE US AND STOPPED GOING ON FACEBOOK AND STOPPED LISTENING TO PEOPLE WHO ONLY DO HARM THAN GOOD , SHE WAS STILL IN REHAB WHEN I POSTED THIS SONG FOR OUR BROTHER SHE COLLAPSED TO THE FLOOR CRYING HER EYES OUT LOOKING AT THE REHAB MANAGER AND SAID HELP ME LAST WEEKEND SHE CAME OUT OF THE REHAB WITH THE SHOT IN HER THAT IF SHE TOUCHED A DRINK OF ALCOHOL OF ANY KIND IT WILL MAKE HER DEATHLY ILL AND PUT HER IN THE HOSPITAL NOW ALL WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH IS OUR MOTHER WHO HAS EARLY STAGES OF ALZHEIMERS AND SOMETIMES THAT ALONE WILL CAUSE YOU TO GRAB A DRINK OF SOMETHING STRONG , I SHOULD KNOW IF SHE WOULDN’T OF TAKEN HER TO HER HOUSE THIS WEEKEND I WOULD OF ENDED UP GOING TO THAT REHAB , UNDER MY COMPUTER STAND IS SIX BOTTLES OF JASON MOMOA’S MELI-VODKA I ORDER EVERY MONTH LAST 3 WAS GONE BEFORE THE END OF THE MONTHS , BUT THE HARDEST THING THIS MONTH I WILL HAVE TO DO IS GO TO MY BROTHER’S HOUSE AND HELP HIS GIRLFRIEND AND HIS DAUGHTERS PACK UP HIS STUFF HIS GIRLFRIEND SAID WHAT EVER EQUIPMENT YOU WANT OF HIS HE HAD FOR DOING HIS RECORDING SESSIONS OF HIS GUITAR PLAYING YOU CAN HAVE , MY BROTHER INVESTED A TON OF MONEY INTO RECORDING STUFF FOR HIS GUITAR PLAYING AND HE WAS GOOD HE WAS REALLY GOOD HE COULD PLAY ANYTHING BY METALLICA OR SANTANA OR EVEN ERIC CLAPTON OR PINK FLOYD HE WAS ABOUT TO RECORD BROTHER’S IN ARMS BY DIRE STRAIT WISH HE WOULD OF RECORDED THAT HE SAID SINCE YOU WERE BORN ANY INSTRUMENT YOU PICKED UP YOU COULD PLAY WITH OR WITHOUT LESSONS AND HE WAS GOING TO HELP ME GET A VIOLIN NEXT YEAR BECAUSE HE BELIEVED I COULD PICK THAT UP EASY , WHO KNOWS MAYBE I WILL SAVE UP MONEY AND GET ONE AND PROVE HIM RIGHT MY GRANDPA HAD A BANJO ONCE AND I WAS MESSING AROUND WITH IT AND SAW ROY CLARK PLAYING ONE AND I RECORDED HIM PLAYING IT AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN KEPT PLAYING THE SAME SONG HE WAS PLAYING , AND I DID IT ONE DAY WAS PLAYING IT RIGHT ALONG WITH HIM MY GRANDPA CAME IN AND SAID OMG THIS GIRL HAS A TALENT FOR MUSIC EVERY MUSICAL INSTRUMENT I WANTED HE GOT ME HARMONICA , JUICE HARP , BUT MY DAD TOOK ME TO A PAWN SHOP TO GET A GUITAR , LOOKED ALL AROUND AND THEN LOOKED UP AND SAW THIS BEAUTIFUL ONE HANGING UP I SAID CAN I SEE THAT ONE AND THE GUY GOES YOU BET IT WAS ONE OF THE FIRST YAMAHA GUITARS EVER MADE IT WAS BEAUTIFUL AND THE SOUND ON IT WAS BEAUTIFUL , WHEN I TOOK LESSONS IT WAS WITH MY BROTHER’S GUITAR SO I KNEW HOW TO PLAY IT WHEN I PLAYED DUST IN THE WIND ON THAT GUITAR THE PAWN SHOP GUY GOES OH I THINK WE HAVE A WINNER AND MY DAD SAID YEP GET A CASE FOR IT , HE EVEN THREW IN A COOL LOOKING STRAP FOR ME HAND IT ON ME WHEN I PLAY , BESIDES TELLING ABOUT MY FAMILY HISTORY WITH MUSIC THE REASON WHY I AM TELLING THIS ABOUT MY BROTHER AND ME IS I GOT ACCUSED OF BEING TONE DEAF LOL AFTER THE SONG I DID FOR MY BROTHER I ALSO DID A SONG THAT BELONGED TO THE DUKES OF HAZZARD STAR JOHN SCHNEIDER 2 ACTUALLY AND WAS ACCUSED OF BOTH OF THEM BELONGING TO A CERTAIN SITE AND I PROVED WITH OUT A SHADOW OF A DOUBT THAT I BOUGHT THOSE SONG TRACKS AND HOW MUCH I PAID FOR THOSE SONG TRACKS AND WHERE I GOT THEM , THEY SAID I MADE IT UP WELL I GOT A FAMOUS PERSON IN MY CORNER THE ORIGINAL SINGER OF THOSE SONGS JOHN SCHNEIDER HE SAID I OWN THE RIGHTS TO THOSE SONGS AND I CAN HAVE EITHER RIAA OR MY COPILOT WHO HELP ME WRITE THOSE SONGS HAVE THEM TAKEN AWAY FROM YOUR SITE SO IF YOU DON’T WANT IT GONE LAY OFF THIS BEAUTIFUL SINGER OF MY SONGS , SHE’S NOT HARMING ANYBODY , HE NOTICED EVERY TIME I POSTED A SONG SOMEBODY ALWAYS CAME AND BITCHED ME OUT ABOUT IT AND TRIED TO FIGHT WITH ME OVER IT AND I DON’T CARE WHAT SONG IT WAS IT COULD OF BEEN A GOSPEL SONG OR BLUES OR CHRISTMAS I GOT SHIT SAYING I STOLE THE SONG THE SITE THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF STORES ONLINE FOR SONG TRACKS SOME EVEN HAVE CHARTBUSTER AND SOUND CHOICE AND ZOOM AND SBI HELL EVEN SPOTIFY HAS THOSE ON IT’S PLATFORM IF YOU KNOW THE WORDS YOU CAN SING ALONG WITH THE MUSIC THEY PLAY IT’S WHERE I LEARNED TO SING THE SONG BY BOB SEGER THE FAMOUS FINALE SCENE , I DID A VIDEO OF THAT SONG WITH ME MOVING FROM THE HOUSE I LOVED TO THE HOUSE I’M LIVING IN NOW , MY FAMILY MADE ME TAKE IT DOWN SAID IT WAS IGNORANT OF ME TO PUT THAT UP , MY BROTHER LIKED IT UNTIL MY SISTER WAS BITCHING AND COMPLAINING TO HIM ABOUT IT THEN HE ASKED ME TO TAKE IT DOWN WHEN I DID PUT IT ON SOUNDCLOUD AS A SONG FILE THEY TRIED TO GET SOUNDCLOUD TO TAKE IT DOWN SAYING IT WAS A COPY RIGHT AND SOUND CLOUD TOLD THEM I SAY WHAT IS COPY RIGHT INFRINGEMENT NOT YOU YOUR A KARAOKE SITE NOT A BUSINESS FOR SONGS LEAVE HER BE LOL EVEN THEY ARE ON MY SIDE THAT’S CAUSE I’VE GOTTEN PEOPLE WHO RAP, AND DO BLUES TO COME ON SOUND CLOUD AND SHOW THE PEOPLE WHAT THEY GOT , HELL I EVEN TALKED Aaron Neville TO PUT ALL HIS SONGS ON THERE AND I EVEN TALKED MICHEAL DEBARRES INTO PUTTING SOME OF HIS NEW MUSIC ON , LOL HE JOKED WITH DON JOHNSON SAYING HIS FRIEND MATIKA SINGS HIS SONG HEARTBEAT BETTER THAN HE DOES WHICH OF COURSE I CAN’T LOL HE LOVES STICKING IT TO DJ THOUGH LOL BUT LIKE I SAID I GOT FOLLOWERS WHO ARE FAMOUS AND INFAMOUS AND NONE FAMOUS FOLLOWERS SO I LEAVE YOU WITH THIS IN MIND LIKE BLAKE SHELTON SAID ONE PERSON’S OPINION DOES NOT MAKE THE ENTIRE WORLD OF MUSIC THERE’S GOD , FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND MUSIC NOBODY ELSE’S OPINION MATTERS !!!
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